15 weeks{ish} and big{ish}.

{i really will try to not just post about pregnancy/baby stuff for the next 6 months. it's just on the brain, ya know. and we've yet to get our internet hooked up, so blogging at home about 'real' events with 'real' pictures has yet to fully commence....}

so i'm somewhere between 15 and 16 weeks. or something. and i feel big. last night and today, especially. i got out of the shower last night and stood looking in the mirror at my bare belly for awhile (sorry if that made a visual - don't think about it!) and thought man...i feel big already. i asked Jae if i look bigger. his response is 'um, you're pregnant'. thanks Jae. i know that. but that's not really what i asked.

i am in NO way complaining! i am beyond excited to have this experience and know it'll all be so worth it in the end. but i'm just starting to realize how much bigger and more uncomfortable i'm going to be in the next few months. it's kind of eye-opening, i guess you could say.

anyway! now i bring to you a super cheesy, super lame-o, super took-it-by-myself-five-minutes-ago-at-work belly picture. do i look extra big for 15-16 weeks??!

PS: i had a dream last night that we had a baby girl and she had to be in the NICU after she was born. not sure why or for how long, but i just remember calling people to cover me in my church calling because i had to go stay with my baby in the NICU (i guess i was really worried about getting my church calling covered....weird). that's what i get for working at a children's hospital and reading about all these sweet, sick babes, i guess.