bummer

i have a good job.

it's normal monday-friday hours. it's totally flexible (sort of). it pays more than any job i've ever had. i really can't complain.

but i am complaining. i'm bored with it. is that horrible to say? i'm not meant to sit at a desk all day and not be more around people.

so i applied for another job last week. this job is still here in primary children's, just downstairs a couple floors. it'd still be normal hours. perhaps (a lot) more interaction with people than my current job. a very decent pay increase. something i really think i could do and enjoy, at least more than my current situation. while i didn't really get too excited about this job i applied for, i was kinda hoping, deep down, that maybe something would come of it. i even talked to the woman who currently has that job.

well. i got the email this morning. no new job for me. i feel a little more sad about it than i expected. but everything happens for a reason, right? guess i'm where i'm supposed to be, for now.

still...bummer.